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Don't worry so much about people stealing your design work, as you will the day they stop. - Jeffrey Zeldman

Summer is over, I know how this works, I know how it ends, a new page will turn. Your heart will lose it's power over you; let go of the sun, reach for something true. There's a million stars in the sky up above, and yet I've made you up all along. Like a chalkboard drawing you wither and end. I pains me to stand here and laugh at you again. but It's unrealistic, this double vision here, it's sending me down to asylum time we pend. everyone has romantic rights, don't forget about this, that's enough to ask. let yourself feel something tangible, it's undeniably heavy on your hands. Staining my words and my thoughts, like coffee. I'm an addict, you can't become who your were never meant to be. It's youth like we know, I stand so close, to imprisonment for my guilty failures. Don't push another reason for this pain. Nothing makes it ok, I'll remind you to say, no. We communicate like doves, nothing but fluttering blurbs and whispering ties. I'm tumbling stationary as we dance involuntarily. Speaking in tongues, unable to translate my loosening pride, I plunge. confide in me, as I fear all emotion. Ask me questions, I'll answer with travel guides, and strong escape tactics, I'm talented at this game as well, you know. Like a curse I've created a cage for my love. We can't understand freedom till it's freedom we become.  In cursive I've written your name in a letter, a million times, I spin and I sputter. I wish it spoke crisp like a decent night's sleep, the sun shines like crystals, rubbing our eyes awake. The dawn is dark now, our vision clashing like beautiful bells making thunder with  light. It's all so unreal, because our hopes are too bright.

I'm starting to write poems again. It's interesting how they only seem to come out when I'm stressed, confused, or upset. We should all be able to outlet our positive energy into creative thinking too, or else the world is full of depression every time it's related to the driving force in life, and life is a beautiful thing.

"The function of music is to release us from the tyranny of conscious thought."
~Sir Thomas Beecham

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wow, looks like I just keep attracting people who like online relationships. FUCK THAT! never again. haha